conversation with self
posted by M @ 12:11 AM
About Me
- Name: M
- Location: Melbourne, Victoria, Australia
She's well acquainted with the touch of the velvet hand Like a lizard on a window pane
Previous Posts
- most days..
- I read the news today oh boy
- that would be MY guy. Yep.
- genocide
- here's to new friends
- :(
- And She Was
- crashing back down to reality
- just a bit of niceness please.
- message to my...
8 Comments:
At 8:33 AM,
Nick said…
Some men think you're lovely, intelligent, and compassionate and would love to hold you in their arms, your head resting on their shoulder, while stroking your soft, shiny auburn hair.
At 12:50 PM,
M said…
:) maybe mez should listen to other mez more then, eh?
thanks Nick (though hair is never shiny...more messy and ridiculous. lol).
shaf - thank you! - you *know* the same goes for you. But this post isn't really about that (not even thinking about men as romantic prospect at the moment..). It's about trying to get beyond abuse hon :(
At 12:57 PM,
ChickyBabe said…
Maybe "self" shouldn't be too hard and should forgive herself about those years (if there was such a thing to forgive - I'm speculating here) and look forward to a different future :).
PS Love the use of colour in this one.
At 1:05 PM,
M said…
There's nothing to forgive, really. It's sort of hard to explain (or rather I can't...) but it's something that happened in childhood that I've only had confirmed recently. Even though it happened so long ago it's like it only just happened because *now* it's real. It explains a lot about how I have reacted to men without even knowing why and that's sort of devistating. That's why there are two mez's. The one that forgot and the one that remembered.
bah, I'm so glad only a couple of people read this journal.
At 12:30 PM,
Anonymous said…
Strength comes in many forms Mez. There is the 'damn the torpedoes' type, the closed off iron wall of emotions type and then there is you.
The spirit that endures and survives but can still light up a room.
At 5:33 PM,
M said…
thanks phil!! :) I do tend to light up a room ...but only when I have a torch with me. Maybe I'm just the crazy type who talks to herself a lot.
At 9:22 AM,
Senor Cheeseburger said…
My stength comes from a consistent strength training regimen focusing on my arms, back, core and legs.
I can bench press a buick and squat Rosie O'Donnel. When I kiss you, you will feel it all the way down to your toes.
mmmmmm-mmmmmmmmm BABY!
At 5:22 PM,
M said…
..you put the twinkle in my toes?
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